03.29.08

This one’s for the girls….

Posted in My Heart at 5:19 am by amberbrackin

…” who’ve ever had a broken heart… who’ve wished upon a shooting star.. you’re beautiful the way you are…This one’s for the girls……. who’ve loved without holding back…. who’ve dreamed with everything they have… all around the world…. This one’s for the girls.”  – Martina McBride

     Ever since I was a little girl, I dreamed of meeting my prince charming. I was cinderella in the childhood games, awaiting her handsome prince to come rescue her from the not so happy ending of a life. The whole point of living was to find your prince, fall madly in love and marry him. Then… bam! There would be my happy ending. All would be right with the world. You could only imagine my disappointment at the end of the movie as I pulled it out of the VCR and placed it back on the shelf with the other happy endings. There was always that nagging feeling as I wondered when my prince would come for me… or worse, was I worth rescuing, like those beautiful princesses in the fairytales I loved so much.

     It’s something every girl and woman struggles with. That is a fact… It is who we are… More so, it is who we were made to be. Truth be told, most of us feel less like a princess as we get older. The fariytale fades away like a terrible memory we try to block out. We have run out of reasons why we would be worth fighting for

That is….. until Jesus came.

     I dont know where this is going but here it goes any how… I have always thought I was waiting for my prince charming. I just had no idea he would actually be a real prince… Please allow me to apologize, for I have gone about this the wrong way in the past. I have been caught many times in the idea of protecting my purity only for my future husband who will one day be worthy of the love I have to give…

Lord forgive me, I had forgotten that I was already married to not just a prince, but a King.

     Jesus, is the lover of not only my heart, but yours. He is who we save our purity for.. I know this is going to break some mans heart but no one will ever be good enough for you ladies. I can’t believe I just said that, but I believe it’s true. No man will ever be good enough because none can compare to Jesus. He is your true love prince. (You are worth being sought after – don’t get me wrong, Im by no means saying women should remain single and married to Jesus for the rest of their lives. He is just your first love. The earthly man that God will bring into your life is someone who will fight for your heart by seeking the Lord for it, because he knows only Jesus is worthy of your heart.  Thats how you’ll know

     Jesus is the one you stayed up all hours of the night dreaming would come to your rescue and sweep you off your feet with a rose in his hand (or mouth ). And ladies, Disney isn’t the only place where dreams come true =) No matter where your heart is, whether your married, single (like myself), divorced, widowed or just a little girl still believing in fairytales… Dont stop believing… Jesus has come to captivate your heart and awaken the desires of a happy ending once again….

He came because you were worth it to Him… He will never stop seeking after your heart.

This is your dream come true, You are a Princess.

03.25.08

You are Glorious.

Posted in My Heart at 4:24 am by amberbrackin

Yea, you heard me……. I’m talking about you.

You, (fill in your name) are Glorious.

“Why am I glorious?” You ask…. “What’s so special about me?”……. You say….

It’s simple. It’s not what about you thats special or glorious, it’s the one who lives in you who makes you  glorious… And that my friend, is Jesus.

Can I be honest… Too many times I find myself getting caught in the lies of the enemy that say a life of mediocrity is all there is. It tells me to do enough to get by. A lie that says slack off every chance you get. And here’s the biggest lie of them all, You’ll never be good enough.

Please please dont let the enemy decieve you into thinking enough is enough…   You see,  

“There’s a glory to your life that the enemy fears and he is Hell-bent on destroying that glory before you act on it” (John Eldredge- waking the dead)

  • Woman of God, there is a beauty about you that was meant to reflect the radiance of your King. Believe….
  • Man of God, there is courage and boldness deep inside you that no lie of the enemy can come up against. Stand….

He who is on the inside of you is Greater than he who is in the world. Don’t get discouraged when you fall short of His glory. Dont let the enemy defeat you. You are glorious not because you forget to have a devotional or because you let it slip in 5 o’clock traffic….. You are glorious because the King of Glory covers you with His grace in such a way that you and I share His same glory…

Don’t give up my Brother and Sister. This is an on going battle, not for Victory- that is already accomplished- but a battle for your life, your heart and your glory…

It’s okay… Be Glorious… For Him.

 

 

03.19.08

Things I’m tired of….. besides myself.

Posted in My Heart at 4:18 am by amberbrackin

  • Living in a generation that doubts the word of God
  • Second guessing the word of God
  • Running from the Lord instead of running to Him
  • Allowing the world to kill our desires
  • Hiding instead of fighting
  • Pretending to have it all together
  • Trying to have it all together
  • Not having it all together
  • Losing the sight of the Lost
  • Depending on comfort
  • Forgetting God is Always in control
  • Seeing the face of God and then forgetting what it looks like
  • Doubting the calling He placed over our lives
  • Potential without Passion
  • Passion without fire
  • Feeling not good enough
  • Thinking we’re too good to deserve His grace
  • Taking for granted Gods goodness
  • Over looking the many signs He gives
  • Hearing but not listening to His voice
  • Allowing the enemy to have a say in our lives
  • Dreaming about our lives instead of living out our dreams
  • Knowing our purpose and yet lacking the pursuit of it

Tonight I spent with my new friend named Becky. She is simply beautiful. We began talking about the temptations of the world. She put it in such a way I have never heard before but spoke with such wisdom. (paraphrased)

 ”The world and its temptations seems to glitter on the outside until we hold it in our hands -that false life quickly turns to mud and melts in your hand. “

03.18.08

Taste and see that the Lord is Good.

Posted in deeper thoughts at 2:58 am by amberbrackin

Something I’ve been learning.. from watching others……Once you taste the life of sin, it’s harder to get back to life with out it.

I know thats in the bible somewhere. It says something along the lines that its harder for someone who’s seen the Lord and turned their back on Him to find their relationship again than it is for someone who just came to know Christ…. I’ts not that they can’y have Jesus back in their lives; I think we try to find a replacement or supplement for Christ that allows us to have what we want… or is it, what we think we want..? 

It’s like breaking your leg. You cant just continue running the next day. You need time to heal. Not only that, but if you intend to run again your going to need to excersice twice as hard as before  in order to regain your strength.. I think that is how it is with a relationship with Jesus.

I honestly believe purity is something you have to fight for. Everyday hour of every day.

  • Its a Decision you make in your mind;
  • Commitment you make in your heart;
  •  And a Promise you seal in your soul.

It’s for the young and the old. The weak and the strong. The wise and the not so wise. God demands purity for All.

What are you and I doing to fight for it…?

03.01.08

Consumed by Passion…

Posted in deeper thoughts at 3:41 am by amberbrackin

    “Our God is a consuming fire.”  -Heb 12:29

 As stated in the previous post, passion is three different things:  fire, desire and attitude.

It’s a longing that determines a man’s thoughts…

Is it better to have passion without purpose, than to be passionless…?

St. Augustine wrote:

“Give me a man in love; he knows what I mean. Give me one who yearns, Give me one who is hungry; give me one far away in this desert, who is thirsty and sighs for the spring of the Eternal Country. Give me that sort of man; he knows what I mean. But if I speak to a cold man, he just doesn’t know what I am talking about.”

      I have a friend who’s brother used to be so on fire for the Lord. He was very passionate in everything he did. He was  involved in his church and just in love with the Word of God; Nothing could steal his joy….. Then, over time something in him started to give way. His fire slowly started burning out. His spirit was dying. - Granted there were other things that led up to this point- the outcome remains the same. It is a sad story to watch passion die.. We then find ourselves asking What happened?

What was my friends brother really passionate about?….. Was it something worth fighting for?  

     Well, maybe your wondering how one can even have passion if they don’t know what their passionate for…? I believe every passion has a purpose. Your either dead or alive. With passion comes purpose.. The trick is discovering the desire of your passion… What’s deep down in your heart of hearts..? The thing that only God knows about…? The thing that keeps you awake at night and just wont stop tugging on your heart. That longing that leaves you unsatisfied……………………… What is it?

The enemy who comes to steal, kill, and destroy- is not only trying to steal our joy, but take our passion along with it!

The enemy is pleading for our lives to be mediocre, dead to hope, Passionless.

We must Never give up!

 to be continued…..