This trip has just been so refreshing to me. I could not give justice to all that I have experienced by simply saying it was amazing or beautiful… because in truth it has been all of those wonderful words and more. So much more…

 I thought this weekend get-away would be healing for my fragile heart, and in many ways it was. But, as a whole, I believe God’s purpose for this trip was to illuminate things that were in my life (good and bad) This was revealation for me.

I feel as if God has been pealing the scales from my eyes to see my hearts true condition but at the same time to see the true glory of Jesus. My heart and spirit have just been so exhausted. All I have been wanting to do is cry. I found myself crying while driving to the hotel from the airport. I was hlding back the lump in my throat while listening to Leslie Ludy share her vision with me. I was swelling up when we were driving back from the rocky mountains thinking about how beautiful Gods glory is. I was crying while reading my bible and sharing my hearts calling with Alicia..

I thought this weekend was going to be an energy booster, but all I find myself doing is crying! And I’m not going to lie. It feels good. I feel like by doing so, my vulnerability is allowing God to pick up my heart and just love on it however he choses to……

Oh, how he has longed for us to slow down just enough for Him to catch us…

There is so much more to add to this, but right now I need to grab a tissue.