04.05.09

This thing known as life.

Posted in Uncategorized at 8:54 pm by amberbrackin

Its crazy to think that a tomorrow can end up being 8 months later, a marriage and a life completely different than yesterday.

Either way, tomorrow still comes. Rain or shine. Joy or sorrow. Life goes on.

What frustrates me the most is that life doesnt wait for you to pull yourself together and hop on the boat with everyone else… No, it just keeps on moving, with or without you.

Life doesnt sound an alarm when your about to make a big mistake. It doesnt remind you to pay your bills on time or help you to love your spouse. Life shows no sympathy when you’d rather stay in bed and not go to work. It doesnt care if you lose your job or lose your mind for that matter.

Life shows no mercy even when your sorry. It doesnt forgive your mistakes or forget them. It doesnt care how your day went or if your car breaks down. Life has no compassion on you if you go hungry. Life doesnt lend a hand when you fall and cant get up.  Life can not promise you a tomorrow no matter how good you are today.

Life is not always fair.  It sometimes sucks. It does not care how hard you try or if you give up. It can never give you peace of mind.

Life can not promise you anything. It cannot save you. It can not heal you. It does not love you.

Life is just that, life.

 I cant imagine living this life with out God in the center of it all. There would be no reason to live if I didnt have Jesus. Even if all I have is a thread of hope I’m holding onto. Life is more than all the pain and sorrow with out Him. My Jesus promises me hope for tomorrow.